biggest project ever

I love to make plans and create projects has my granddaughter Tara inventoried and divided my art supplies and as the rest of this considered the jewelry collection I've accumulated I realize that most of them are based on my desire to do it project small things like making earrings or entire system such as creating if it was needed to do encaustic.  Dividing and disposing of my legacies has now become the project of the moment. So far it has been very satisfying. After receiving the diagnosis for my doctor or should I say my friends doctor and oncologist that I was going to die and further treatment would be not only useless but ,as he said; cancer would not kill me as fast as chemotherapy would.  There has not been a steady progression I've disease.  The day before yesterday I took several doses her morphine after the previous day when I didn't take any.  Yesterday I was once again spared any pain serious enough to reach for my little bottle of liquid morphine with a syringe to administer it under my tongue.  Today I took some in the morning and then again around 10:30 and then again around 1:30 or 2 p.m..  I just took a another dose at almost 11 p.m. as I retire to sleep.  I am grateful that my way of life for the past 2 years has resulted in a relatively tidy environment.  If I had to deal with a lot of clutter and waste while sorting out my clothing, jewels and art supplies, there are probably several reasons that I would have felt a great deal worse than I do.  It has been pleasant to set aside various objects and to watch my children and grandchildren make choices from things I value .